There is something for everyone - and its just one of the reasons I wanted to sign on. They have everything you could want from Aesop's Fables to 100 Science Experiments. So if you know a kid or have a friend who has a kid I will shamelessly ask you to support my venture. It would be great to have some breathing room to do the things we want (like birthday parties LOL). Anything over that amount will go into our savings. My goal is to bring in $300 a month to cover the kids preschool costs. The webpage was up and running within 24 hours. I book parties, sell books and maintain a webpage. It would be great to earn some extra income and bring new books into the home. I am hoping it works out for my kids and my bank account. Last night I signed on to be a consultant for Usborne Books. I will not hold grudges and I will live in the moment. I will no longer swallow miss deeds only to dish them out as resolution for past transgressions. This year is going to be about taking responsibility. In the end it is your life and you are responsible for your actions. however I will not care what path you chose. Life in general? I will tell you what I think, what I would do. Politics? Pull up a chair we'll be here for a while. If you want to know what I think about buying a certain car. If you ask me if you look fat, I will tell you the truth. To have no concept of personal impact - must be nirvana for the individual, but what kind of hell it must be for those who must coexist in their world. Does he have any concept of the damage left in his wake or was he just thrilled to get in a good run and escape unscathed? To be clueless of yourself. What joy there must be for the bull who crashed through the china shop. It is said that ignorance is bliss, I believe that true bliss is ignorance of self Having absolutely no concept of your impact on others. You can turn over a new leaf - but without facing the truth about what you've done or who you are - you will never gain the trust of the people in your life who've shared your journey, your pain, your joy, your past. You cannot move on without being contrite for the wrong doing. You cannot spew loathing and cruelty without those of whom you speak finding out. Every thing you've done to help people, educate yourself - endanger yourself or hold others down, is a part of who you are. You are fooling yourself if you think it can be. Only then can you change the patterns of the past and find joy in the future ahead.Ĭan the past be changed? No. The main issue is when the curtains are shielding a mirror - and only when one's reflection is accepted can you grow and move on. There is only so much any one person can take - or any one person can do before the curtains are pulled back and the truth is revealed. For everything you do there will be a reaction while at times there may be reward, in others there is reprisal. I do not believe that anyone deserves a free pass in life. For now I will take pleasure in the cursory aspects of relationships until a more solid foundation can be built. It won't be easy or quick - but maybe someday I will move beyond all of this. I have lost faith in most of what I held closest, but I've resolved to let it build back up. I can't say the last few months have been the best. I managed to fill my hands with so much stuff I couldn't put it down long enough to type. It has been about 5 months since I last posted.
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